Arrghhh!

Just to say I am still here. I feel need to write ranting, ridiculous blog about all the things I cannot change or have, but don't have the energy. Haven't felt this bad for months and I'm bloody angry. Ahh well. Maybe will post in day or two when I have more time and perhaps have calmed down somewhat. Not that anyone is reading, but spilling guts on here is good, I guess!